All Cleared!
I had a breast ultrasound today and the results are they didn’t find anything which is GREAT!!! news! The blood work came back all clear as well. I couldn’t sleep at all last night thinking about today and what they’d tell me so I ended up taking a three hour nap and had nothing accomplished at all today, but it was worth it. My dr went over “things and options’ with me. “Things and options” being the base doesn’t do diagnostic mammograms and they had to send me off base. Luckily both my kids are in school so when the off base hospital said it had an opening right now when my dr.’s nurse called to make an appointment, I could head over there right away.
I ended up waiting for a bit in the radiology department which only cheesed me off because Jordan called all the way from Afghanistan to see how I was doing and I couldn’t talk for long
They called me up to finish paperwork moments after he called. Paperwork took maybe 5 min and then I sat around waiting for 30. /sigh I could have been talking with friends instead! He’s doing well on his Afghanie Vacay though and says Hello Blog Readers.
So I had an ultrasound done and it was not nearly as exciting as ultrasounds are when you’re gestating new life, there’s not as much fun stuff to look at. Lucky me though there wasn’t anything out of place and I’m good. It also means I don’t need the mammogram which is awesome because the idea of having to put my hoots through that just didn’t appeal to me. The ultrasound took long enough as it was, I can’t imagine how long it would take to do a mammogram on me. Does mammogram time change based on size of breast or no? Something to ask my MIL later I think. anyway… Blood work also came back negative. I have some things to look for that signal me to go in again, but my doctor said I should be fine. She’s kind of pushy when need be so if she says I’m good, I trust her on that.
It was so scary though to be thinking about what could be wrong with me. This last week has been a bit of pure nightmare and yet it made me realize (yet again) what great people I have surrounded myself with here. Susan emailed me from England to give me a shoulder to cry on if needed. Jordan called from Afghanistan and has been emailing back and forth with me as well. Laura would help me out in whatever way I needed and even picked up eggs for me at the Farmer’s market when she didn’t see me there. My cousin Erin also gave me a shoulder to sob on and I get to drive out and see her this weekend for a fun filled weekend of art. My mother in law was here last weekend and was great answering questions about what else could cause my issue and calming my fears about it being something major. And then my friend Other Amanda at imperfectly beautiful and I have been emailing back and forth as well. We’ve never met but I feel like we’re BFFs
So that’s it. All that worry over nothing. I ended up making cookies today (peanut butter with toffee chocolate chunks) and then napping. I feel better now… like I can actually eat again and my heart rate isn’t 109 anymore either woohoo!
Edited: August 31st, 2009




































